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French Connection?

Today is ‘Go For Broke’ day in the USA and whilst I’ve been wondering about my life it seemed as good a day as any to write this.

I hear voices and those voices have multiple personalities in a very virtual reality way. This started 24/7 after some voices/characters came ‘out’ of a dream and spoke to me claiming to be “4th dimensional entities” and proceeded to go ‘into’ my head and installed a ‘surveillance system’ “to prove we love you/care about you” and the word ‘QUEEN’ flashed in the top of my mind. One said “I feel like a quasi-necrophile”.

I started hearing voices and seeing things much earlier though; the voices:
1) Feb/April 2009 – Paris as written about HERE.
2) 2013 – A dream or vision of an old French friend I had in primary school but all grown up and arguing with others about bringing me to France.
3) March/April 2014 – We ended up living on the Solent right opposite France. A voice telling me it would help me financially and then I won £600 just enough to pay that months rent/utilities.
4) Feb 2015 – Three White looking fleurs-de-lis sigils (French for ‘lily’ meaning I/Eye/Iris/Lily/Lotus and common in French heraldry) were left where we were living whilst we were out. They’re iridescent and shimmer in Pink, Green, Blue and Purple. As written about HERE. We’ve often found things moved or missing but not usually added once we found a guru sigil on the inside door step and two big, wool blankets in the bin before we moved in; one Red with a tiger, the other Green with what I thought was a tulip and a random group of people outside calling me ‘Tiger Lily’ afterwards. As written about HERE. Another place we stayed someone left a chess Black Queen figure, a playing card and two jasper stones.
5) April 2015 – a voice telling me not to be so picky and speed up editing a review I was writing.
6) March 2016 – dreams, voices, visions 24/7 from people/beings that call themselves ‘fourth dimensional entities’.

Since then I have had all sorts of government, international institutions, scientific, investment, energy, news networks look at my blog, some of which included in the list below. I would like to know how to go about removing/dealing with the voices/visions from these ‘entities’. They consistently ask me who/what I am. That’s the million dollar (a gold necklace anyone) question. I’m just me, plain old me, human and proud of it.

Foreign And Commonwealth Office
United Nations HQ – New York
World Health Organization – Geneva
Department Of The Interior, Office Of The Secretary – Denver, Colorado
House of Commons – UK
State of Washington
State of New Jersey
US Dept of Defense Network
National Health Service (NHS) – UK
Irish Government
Northern Ireland Civil Service
Center for American Progress – Washington D.C
City of Pasadena – California
Centre De Traduction Des Organes De L Union Europe (Translation Centre of the bodies of Europe Union) – Luxembourg
Defense – Georgia US
Transport For London
Department of Agriculture and Food – Western Australia
Oklahoma Office of Management and Enterprise Service
Lafayette Consolidated Government – US
New York City Health & Hospitals Corporation
POST Luxembourg
The City & County Of Swansea – UK
State Of North Dakota Ltd
Information Society S.a – Greece
Ministerium Der Finanzen (Ministry of Finance) Sachsen-anhalt – Germany
East Sussex County Council – UK
Ministry of the Interior Czech Republic
Navy Network Information Center – US
The Department of Technology of the state of California
Department Of Human Services – Australia
Central Institute For Arid Horticulture – India
Community Health Systems Professional Services – US
Department of Veteran Affairs – US
Staffordshire County Council – UK

Tenet Scientific Production Enterprise Llc – Ukraine
The Boeing Company – California
Lockheed Martin Corporation – Denver, Colorado AND Fairfield, Connecticut AND Texas
National Aeronautics And Space Administration – NASA – US
Max-planck-institut Fuer Kernphysik – Max Planck Institute for Nuclear Physics Germany
Lembaga Penerbangan Dan Antariksa Nasional (Lapan)- Indonesian Government National Institute of Aeronautics and Space
Mobile Aerospace Engineering – US
National Optical Astronomy Observatories – US
Institute of Mathematics and Informatics – Lithuania
Karisruhe Institute of Technology – Germany
Wuttisak Pharmacy Co ltd – Thailand
Aerovironment – California
Computer Sciences Corporation – Australia
Institutul Național de Cercetare Dezvoltare în Informatică (National Institute for Research and Development in Informatics) – Romania
Bae Systems Applied Intelligence US Corp
FMC Corporation (Central Engingeering Laboratories) Government Affairs – US
Leidos – Technology for Defense, Intel, Homeland, Civil & Health – US
Afghantelecom Government Communication Network – Apo Armed Forces Europe, US
Research Machines – UK
Hewlett-Packard Company
CNRS Centre De Calcul De L’in2p3 – The National Center for Scientific Research – France
Cisco Systems Ironport Division – US
Global Foundries – India

Manitoba Hydro International – Canada
Hurricane Electric – Netherlands
Philadelphia Gas Works
Ngy Energy – US
Power Grid Corporation Of India Limited
DEFRA (Department for Environment, Food & Rural Affairs) – UK
RWE NPower – UK
Queensland Government Business – Australia

Disney Worldwide Services – London AND Los Angeles AND Asia Pacific
Springer Science and Business Media BV – Netherlands
Nielsen Media Research
Russian Central Telegraph – Moscow
ITV Plc – London
Facebook HQ – California
Al-jazeera – Doha-based state-funded broadcaster owned by the Al Jazeera Media Network, which is partly funded by the House of Thani, the ruling family of Qatar.
Sc Lithuanian Radio And Tv Center
Youtube LLC
British Broadcasting Corporation
Voice of America

Oxford University
Harvard University
King’s College London
Yale University
Cambridge University
Imperial College London
Chanakya National Law University Patna – India
Leipzig University – Germany
University of Warwick
Orange County Dept of Education – California
London Grid For Learning
Norwegian University of Science and Technology
University College London
London School of Economics
Canadian Dept of Education
Edinburgh University
Princeton University
Brown University
Universitaet Der Bundeswehr Muenchen – Military/Applied Sciences University
National Institute of Fashion Technology – India
Boston University – US
Gottfried Wilhelm Leibniz Universität Hannover
Monash University – Australia
Indian Institute Of Technology – Roorkee
Royal Melbourne Institute of Technology
New York University
California State University
Santa Clara County Office of Education – California
Howard University – Washington D.C
University Of New Mexico Health Sciences Center
Cornell University – US
Ask4 Limited – UK
Renater – France
University of York
Centre College – Kentucky US
Concordia College – US
Danmarks Tekniske Universitet – Technical University of Denmark
Vanderbilt University – Tennessee US
Florida Agricultural And Mechanical University
Georgetown University – Washington D.C
Queen’s University Belfast
The City University Of New York
Weill Cornell Medical College – US
Australian Academic And Research Network
Croatian Academic And Research Network
Independent Schools Network – Australia
California Education And Research Federation Network
The Singapore University Of Technology And Design
Nevada System Of Higher Education
Central Methodist University – US
California State University, Office Of The Chancellor
California Education And Research Federation Network
University of Colorado
Taiwan Academic Network
Gyeongsang National University – Republic of Korea
The Agency of vocational training and Employment – Belgium
Jisc – UK
New York City Public Schools
Washington School Information Processing Cooperation
New South Wales Dept of Education – Australia
North Carolina Research and Education Network
Rm Education Plc – UK
Education Networks Of America
Public Library Information Network – US
West Virginia Department of Education – US
Network for Learning – New Zealand
Ohio Public Library Information Network

Pricewaterhouse Coopers LLB
Department of Finance – Western Australia
Barclays Capital London
HSBC – Hong Kong
Credit Suisse Group – London
Capital One Financial Corporation – Virginia US
Macquarie Bank Limited
Fidelity Investments
The Berkeley Group Holdings plc – UK
Mercer US – EU division
Allstate Insurance Company – US
Deutsche Bank – Singapore
Willis Group Services Ltd – UK
Workday Limited
LifeBridge Health – US
Cantor Fitzgerald & Co – UK

Steve Madden (National US fashion chain)
Jacques Moret – New York
Polo Ralph Lauren – Worldwide
Forzani Group Limited – Canada
Bestseller A/S – Denmark

Royal Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals (RSPCA)
The Church Of Jesus Christ Of Latter Day Saints – Utah, US
International Livestock Research Institute – Kenya
Fitzpatrick, Cella, Harper And Scinto – US
Accor Hotels (corporation)
Macdonalds Hotels – UK
Kaiser Foundation Health Plan – Washington, Columbia US


In regards to public media the desired ending is always the same, no matter how much truth is in the vehicle e.g. film, song, series, characters etc, no matter how much they’re coded/symbolic. In regards to Momo – the point was to make the Mother figure into the Daughter figure to control her. And for those of you desperate for the ‘French connection’ in my life one of the names is in there.

In the book ‘Lolita’ – Dolores ‘Lo’ ‘Lola’ ‘Dolly’ at 12-years-old (when my ‘grooming’ was ‘activated’ with induced sleep paralysis) is sexually abused and turned into Lolita ‘the perfect lover’ [corrupted form of ancient Indian Ultimate Mother Goddess Creator of All ‘Lalit[h]a’] through the grooming, trauma/confusion/predatory behaviour and then ‘goes off the rails’ (out of the arches/off the train) only to be ‘rescued’ by her abuser/orchestrator/handler/contaminator. She is poignantly his ‘landlady’s’ daughter, and for his plot to work he must become the Father and her demoted in status to his daughter. Dolores/Dolly reminds him of an older/earlier ‘love’ Anna-Bel[l].


Vrill, chips, reptile consciousness etc?

Now I’ve never used the terms ‘vrill’, ‘droning’ etc even as an ardent fan of Donald Marshall, I’m a bit old school (so is he though) and even still use the term ‘twin’ for ‘clone’ although ‘twinning’ (merging) and ‘cloning’ (copying) are different as processes, and even ‘clones’ can be different to disembodied bodies once you inhabit them.

The problem is I’ve never been able to reconcile two periods in my life

a) The amnesia from age 5-9/10 and the mass hair loss that followed. My only memory from that period was the ‘Cinderalla’ programme flash at age 5 where I was apparently sitting in a car at night and all I saw was lights (supposedly street lights) going past and it was apparently a family outing to the Elephant & Castle (the title is hint hint in itself) Cinema to see Cinderella (1950), but the film wasn’t re-showing that year and the only person in the car was supposedly a father figure.

b) When my hair started falling out en masse at age 17 again and never stopped and how that happened after a dental visit, a fight with a family member which was followed by a 17.5 year relationship with a very famous person (whose family consider themselves to be godlike yet subservient to political/financial empires) and at our first physical meeting which I don’t remember very well other than feeling ‘shocked’ (like I was hit on the head) that sibling was there too. The meeting or should I say introduction was in a very public place and yet it was empty and that VIP knew.

I had masses and masses of hair just like Merida from Brave (2012).


I’d never thought of myself as ‘chipped’ in any way except perhaps from the extremely shoddy job the NHS dentist did on my tooth (the only cavity I ever had) which was so bad I couldn’t smile for a year and then the same b*stard ‘fixed’ it with an even worse job ignoring the actual problem and making it worse for the teeth next to it.

However this year since the ‘voices’ I hear went even more hysterical than usual in July onwards and after all the mating/sex/marriage/body transference/twinning (hybridization whilst alive) storylines failed to impress me and I kept resisting they went into full on punishment/shame/humiliation mode (still ongoing). One of the affects of that was that the left side of my face froze in August and I suddenly started feeling very masculine. They’ve been trying to make my left eye ‘lazy’ since then (and have been working on my right and possibly coinciding with the right side of my face starting to freeze this month).

Fast forward to approx the 11th of this month (Jan 2017) and I saw a black chip inside my brain, I saw it visually i.e. with my mind (no your mind and your consciousness are not necessarily all in your brain or all of the time), and I saw part of it’s serial number but the voices as usual blocked it out (as stupid as they are constantly blocking out messages and things even if it’s to their detriment to do so). It was very definitely reptillian and very definitely ‘coming through’. Both the voices and I could see the reptile, it’s behaviour and it was in me like a ghost (something else possessing me other than them), as usually they never listen to my better advice that their own behaviour was feeding and attracting it so continued with their evil. So as usual (AGAIN) it was upto me to deal with this thing whilst they were being an absolute nuisance and that’s putting it mildly. That night William came because I was supposed to be asleep but couldn’t due to the internal voices manually keeping me awake, put his hand on my head and a finger to my forehead.

Now from Donald’s excellent information on ‘vrill’ and ‘droning’ e.g.

Jul 16, 2012 at 2:43pm
Post by celine on Jul 16, 2012 at 2:43pm
Donald Marshall:……….. the eye of a person thats been droned does sometimes go funny, pop out mostly from swelling after the lizard spine goes in and takes over… It doesnt make a light flash in the eye though,… no magic like that, sometimes it makes the persons eye stray so it looks like theyre cockeyed or walleyed… and after years sometimes in some drones they eye sinks in…

Read more: http://donaldmarshall.proboards.com/thread/5/vrill-cloning-centres#ixzz4WaNzEjyI


Taken from vrillizards.webs.com/droning


Droning occurs when a Vril injects its quill/proboscis into the human eye where the lizard parasite takes over the human host brain. It is terribly painful for the human being until the human consciousness dies and the vril parasite consciousness is in full control. All (or most) memory and ability of former human is retained & the lizard consciousness now mimicks the former human’s behaviors. The former human is now a drone. These are the ‘people’ that are used by vril to infiltrate governments, religious, legal & financial systems, organizations and/or corporations. It is not uncommon for male or female drones to lose their hair at a younger age. Intelligence seems a little decreased-with a minimal capacity-if any, to understand sarcasm and/or dry humour. Offspring have increased risk of various birth abnormalities. Drones often seem incapable of empathy/sympathy and can quite often display psychotic behaviours. Drones enjoy perversion, sexual deviance and self gratification. The drone will seem to be an ill human until fully recovered from the parasitical infection which takes varying degrees of time, but is usually minimal. The eye that was droned with the proboscis will be affected and sometimes never fully recovers, leaving the affected eye to seem different from the other. Most drones appear completely normal and walk among us undetected.

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The Vril proboscis connects with human eye and releases a foamy substance where the parasite injects itself into the human brain. The unfortunate human suffers temporary agony. Once the parasite is effectively in the brain, the human ceases to exist and the Vril is in full control of it’s host body.The age-old ‘eye of Horus’ symbol represents the age-old

~ Drones do NOT have lizard eyes. There are no major or obvious physical changes to the human body. The only change is that the human consciousness has ceased to exist and the Vril consciousness is now in control of the body.

~ Drones are NOT shapeshifters. Once the lizard takes over the human, there is no transferring in and out of the body as it is a permanent one time transfer until the lizard consciousness perishes. Shapeshifting is thought to be a metaphoric description of droning as it was difficult for people and/or their cultures to communicate the existance of Vril, much less the droning procedure in a way that would not bring them harm for attempting to expose the ancient secret or to preserve any information whatsoever.

~ Excessive or increased blinking and/or lip licking MAY POSSIBLY be lizard traits that transfer with the consciousness.

~ Drone offspring have increased chance of various syndromes and/or birth abrnomalities.

~ Drones are NOT nice people. They are a lizard consciouness who killled a human being via a parasite to assist the Vril agenda.

~ Most drones are ruthless, psychopatic, sexually driven and sadistic.

~ It is reported that the genitalia has an effect on male genitalia leading to the appearance of an underdeveloped penis.

~ Hair loss is reported to be a common trait among male and female drones. More skin anomalies appear such as moles, skin tags, age spots, etc.


After Reading Donald Marshall’s story where he claims to be a clone victim subject to tortuous acts by Queen Elizabeth & her gross elite friends, there was one part to his claims that I could NOT allow myself to believe….the parasitic ancient lizards called Vril. My conscious brain would not allow me to believe this part of Donald’s claims yet something was subconsciously driving me to look into it. Finally I decided to allow my ego to risk the potentials of embracing this ‘ludicracy.’

I communicated with Donald via skype several times and found that not only was he very REAL, he is very mentally stable as well. He’s humorous, kind & intelligent. He truly is an amazing, strong, courageous & moral human being. After getting good vibes from Donald, I kept up some really intense research and I believe I can offer merit to Donald’s claims about Vril Lizards. Please open that mind of yours to very real scientific possibilities that may just explain a few things.

I aim to link science to Vril lizard possibilities as I believe this is the one area that people are unable to wrap their minds around, as was I.

Humans, animals, insects & REPTILES can all become infected with a parasite. This is not a new concept and is widely known. Parasites ‘take over’ the thought process of the host (body) that it invades. An infected ant will be ‘driven’ to climb up on a blade of grass to purposely become eaten by grazing animals so that it can enter the stomach of sheep, cow, etc. and complete its life cycle. Sometimes the parasite can be transferred to a human that eats the newly infected animal, such as a pig. Pigs are very nasty creatures biologically and the bible FORBIDS any consumption of this meat or meat of any other ‘split hoofed’ animal. Sometimes humans can contract a parasite from an infected cat as well (Toxoplasma gondii). No matter how it gets contracted, once it enters the body it can in fact invade the brain. Parasites mimic their host yet the thought processes and further behaviors of infected persons alter significantly.

In the case of ‘Toxoplasma Gondii’ found in the stomachs of cats, the cats excrete the eggs and the eggs are eaten by smaller animals such as rats. The rats ingest the parasite and are ‘taken over’ to the point of losing their fear of cats and exposing themselves directly to a cat so that it can be ingested by and further infect that cat. Parasites instinctual nature is to ‘take over’ as much and as often as possible. There are various ways the parasites transfer from animals/bugs/reptiles to humans and once inside the human host, the natural process is to ‘take over’ the human thought process and control it. This is scientifically proven! Since humans are superior and there is nothing left to ‘take over’, the parasite is content to live in the human and the human becomes diseased. The parasite must feed and if it has infected the brain, then it begins to feed of the brain itself where the host begins to lose feelings like empathy & sympathy, they become sinister and self-driven. They eventually care for nothing but themselves and their self-preservation. They will hurt/destroy almost anyone/anything to get what they want/need. They become the most ruthless people on the planet.

See where this is going? Our world leaders fit this ‘psychopath’ description to a tee. Do you think all of our corrupt leaders, corporations, scientists, teachers, doctors, military, clergy, lawyers/judges, child welfare workers, police, etc. got infected by a cat scratch or could there be a different way they became infected? Since parasites are very common in lizards, I wonder if you could believe for even a fraction of a second that there may be truth to the fact that the illuminati’s best kept secret is Vril lizards. Could Vril lizards possibly transfer a parasite & ‘take over’ the elite characters on our planet and drive them to be the ‘evil’ that we just cannot understand in today’s world? I think so. If you’re not so sure, please keep reading.

When an uninfected rat senses a ‘predator’ cat nearby it becomes very frightened and aims to avoid the cat at all costs, as us ‘normal’ humans do when we sense an ‘evil’, ‘bad’, or ‘corrupt’ person. Yet when an infected rat senses the ‘predator’ cat it will present itself to the cat. This makes so much sense as far as I’m concerned. ‘WE’, the uninfected ‘rats’ naturally sense this same ‘fear’ when we are exposed to the ‘predator’ cat and we ‘run away’ from it, yet the infected ‘rats’ (psychopaths) among us do not fear the ‘predator’ qualities of the cat and instead desire & seek to become the same powerful ‘predator’. These people do not fear the bigger cats who could potentially ‘eat them’ and ‘desire’ to be as ‘powerful’ thereby giving up everything they are to become such. They don’t care about their former self…they now thrive for the power. Parasites and psychopaths often crave ‘evolving power’.


There’s tons more info out there folks….it’s time to wake up; a lot has happened while the world slumbered!

There are scores of interwoven conspiracy theories out there. This article is based on my opinions and/or observations. Please use your common sense when researching and stick to things that are scientifically suggestive. I do not claim in any way, shape or form claim to know everything on these matters, in fact, I’m just learning as I go & finally able to connect some dots. I sincerely hope you will too.

The author offers opinion through informed research. The author exercises freedom of speech with no intention towards: treason, sedition, blasphemous and defamatory libel, disruption of religious worship, hate propaganda, spreading false news, public mischief, obscenity, indecency and other forms. Content of expression is TRUE. The manner of expression is PEACEFUL. The intentions of the speaker are GENUINE AND NON-VIOLENT. The circumstances are a HUMAN RIGHTS ISSUE requiring information sharing.

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Global Moderator
Dec 20, 2016 at 11:01am
Post by celine on Dec 20, 2016 at 11:01am

Cindy (Fri. April 10, 2015) – Donald or anyone who’d know…………………Do the Drones consent to this? Im thinking surely not, so if its against their will, how is it arranged to happen.. do the Vrils come up or are the host bodies taken down underground?? forgive me if this question doesnt show up in correct place / format… I am new at this.
Donald Marshall………………… – Vrill come up to underground military bases from below. No one volunteers to be droned.

Betty Pak – How can a person prevent it from happening to them?

Donald Marshall – They’d have to get you while in your real body. Bring you somewhere. They said years ago that they do it in hospitals and prisons sometimes too.

Richard Feldman – Does anyone keep tabs on drones or are they simply cut loose to live their lives? Are most or all drones obligated to “return the favor” by providing future human victims, either through their own children or by snatching others? Any idea when droning will be “officially” considered a crime against humanity, which it literally is, and punishable by law?

Donald Marshall – Long answer.

Read more: http://donaldmarshall.proboards.com/thread/152/droning#ixzz4WaQ22rO5

What I know is that despite everything that’s happened to my family and I that I can remember since childhood I’ve never succumbed to any reptile or ultra nor extra-terrestrial influence. I was shown how a possession/political deal goes on by a reptillian that manifested in my room when I was approx 15 years old and I said No. I’ve always been completely resistant but no matter how resistant you are you can end up/be sold out to things, people and places like D.Marshall describes and players involved can buy you/have contract dates.

Where I disagree with Donald is that he states the reptile ‘quill/proboscis into the human eye where the lizard parasite takes over the human host brain’ and then the human becomes very reptillian in behaviour. The voices and I saw what I had was a chip (no idea when it was inserted) and know that I haven’t become reptillian (that’s the voices forté) and an experienced djinn exorcist I know says that one of the things that possesses or at least one of the things that follows me was put/grew through my eye when I was a child or teen (another through food like a poison, and I’ve been poisoned many times) and who knows about the rest (I’ve seen all kinds of things come out of me and linked to me last year and there’s still more yet there’s no accounting for how many of them were/are illusions made by ‘others’ too). It also seems from Donald’s point of view that once droned that’s it, say goodbye to being human/humane/yourself again.

I’ve always been ‘Ms Personality Intact’ and as soon as we saw this chip I went to work on it, focusing on it with my third eye on the 11th for approx 30min (whilst keeping another chakra which has been seriously overworked and ill this last year firmly off). On the 13th with the aid of a little electronic device I made I focused twice again and it (or something on its behalf/pretending to be it) answered.

The first time: I was meditating on the chip with my third eye and an electronic/reptillian voice said (sounded like an internal phone call – but bear in mind technology and ‘others’ can change their voices and language especially to a telepath) “it’s just part of the lesson, do you want me to tell you what it is, they [the usual voices in my head] are lower than… [some kind of hierarchy]” and then the usual voices distracted me so I couldn’t hear it properly (they are always disrupting communication since they just have to babble 24/7).

The second time: I had been watching one of Dr Leir’s (deceased surgeon who later specialized in alien implant removal/research) videos on youtube and a few min in for some reason youtube froze, I couldn’t be bothered with it and focused on the Black chip, after a while (an hour?) I saw an image of the chips shown in the video and someone(s)/thing(s) said “what do you want me/us to do?” I said “I’ve had enough, remove it” and straight away youtube came back on (just the right time) = agreement.

The Third Time: The next day (14 Jan 2017) I felt something break in my left eye and a veering to the middle of my forehead. Different parts of my head affected. Spoke to the reptillian told it remove/stop the chip it said “what benefit [to itself?]” I told it who was boss, that it is nothing, that this is my body, mind, soul/spirit and it’s nothing but a $&(%^&%* and it said “I can”. Then the background noises I used to hear before the current voices, couldn’t make them out except for one word/phrase that I can’t remember. Then some of ‘them’ seemed to be talking to each other and one heard clearly in English “There’s no signal”. Haven’t had any issues with the chip/reptillian since then and the current voices think I destroyed it or at the very least disabled it.

Lot’s of dreams since the 14th about chips/bugs being broken/destroyed.

So basically if this happens and you know/are aware of it, don’t think it’s the end, don’t give up if you don’t have to, you can beat it.

You don’t have to live like this (it’s not a reptile but a good example of a parasite):

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From the film Labyrinth (1986) – a masonic handbook for mind/dream control if I ever saw one after the training manuals that were ‘The Lion, The Witch and The Wardrobe’, ‘Alice in Wonderland’ and ‘The Wizard of Oz’.

For more from the excellent Donald Marshall:

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/0B6uNZqRUN8ceQnRRaGI1VEk2Nm8 and of course his Youtube videos.

P.S I can’t remember where D.Marshall got the term ‘vrill’ from to described his knowledge and experience but I think it might be related to: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Vril which goes back to the Black Sun/primordial matter/mother/original source/energy, The Rosicrucians, the Vril Society, The Thule Society and Hitler. Don’t confuse the Black Sun with the Nazis, similar to the swastika they stole from India the Black Sun (also stolen from the cradles of civilization) is also incorrectly facing to the right, even in today’s India Islamic people are using a right facing Swastika when they should know it faces to the left especially when they can see Hindu use of it facing to the face right next door to them in the same places. Interestingly in roughly 2011 my ex asked me if I knew anything about the Black Sun, I just gave him a stock definition from an excellent alchemical encyclopedia a colleague I barely spoke to (but got on with) randomly gave me one day. The ex later asked me to help finish his first tattoo design, I declined because I could the beginnings of the Black Sun design and knowing its Mother Goddess back herstory turned history I thought it too good for him. Immediately after that his current gf at the time finished it for him in the exact same way I’d denied.

On another note – I don’t know why both Donald and I spell it as ‘vrill’ rather than ‘vril’ though others tend to use ‘vril’.

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Symptoms So Far

I’m suffering from hearing voices all day everyday and have been hearing them since March. I even hear and see them in my dreams, they’ll talk to me in sleep and continue when I wake up, though they rarely let me sleep. They talk over each other and in layers (even silent layers that I can’t hear) and from all angles/game playing to torture me more. I was even unable to talk for a while because I was so used to their internalized talking and having to be quiet listening to them (similar to the bursts of hysterical laughter I’ve had a few times – I can’t cry either, sometimes both reactions try to happen at once but don’t work).

These things can read my thoughts and feelings so I can’t even think anymore, can’t even hear my own thoughts (it can put my own internal thinking voice on silent as well as changing the volume of theirs), it talks over my thoughts and doesn’t let me finish a thought nor think cohesively. It can also make me hold onto thoughts too long or repeat them.

I’m having many other affects and they gloat about each and every one, sometimes taking me through them in a sequence just to rub it in such as:

1) visions/hallucination, pinprick sensation in the eyes, dry eyes, can manually blur and then clear my vision, move my left eye trying to make it ‘lazy’ and working on my right,

2) reduced hearing, auditory hallucination and most recently ear drums hurt/block, feel like they’re going to burst; can also make false sounds e.g. phone, buzzer, music etc. Keep hearing the wrong words and it’s always dirty associations that they’ve layered in my hearing/whispering whilst another is talking louder. On 4th Oct they actually masked the background sound so well and then cleared up it up again whilst gloating and I realized that my Mum had been talking right next to me for some time and I couldn’t even hear her. 4th Dec 2016 they finally realized they’ve been shouting in my head all year deafening me

3) processing of words/numbers not working properly, if I hear or think a number for example and want to write it down I write incorrectly, repeatedly even though I know what I want to write (vocabulary, spelling, diction, reading and arithmetic vastly decreased, takes ages and repetition to think things through, feel a very heavy mental block/pain). No matter how hard I try I haven’t been able to learn anything new this year, everything I’ve recognized has been due to past experience and the race against them to remember and not confuse my knowledge of everything from day-to-day life to hobbies

4) ‘electroshock’ feeling anywhere in the body through the nervous system, fingers and arms have moved involuntarily a few times, also facial expressions once; I twitch sometimes now as an after effect

5) can talk through me sometimes, trying its best to make think think and feel what its wants (both subliminally and obviously). When they talk to each other one of them pretends to be me so my 1st and 3rd person speech recognition (thinking and sometimes speaking) sometimes gets mixed up as ‘voices’ try to be me and talk over me

6) made me forget 3 years of my life (from my late 20’s) and stop me thinking and remembering throughout the day (short and long term forgetfulness and memory loss). It can apply extra pressure to any my thoughts, feelings or movements or even its own voice to hurt my brain and other parts of my body which also makes me forget instantly plus keeps me awake

7) insomnia and when I do manage to sleep, bad dreams, night terrors – sometimes overcome by the need to sleep only to feel awake again as soon as I lay down/try to sleep – been awake for 6 days at a time sometimes. They can also do the opposite – can make me sleepy only to make me feel awake again to taunt me about not sleeping

8) faintness, dizzy, fatigue; has made me collapse a few times, it can also make my legs collapse, hard to stand now and they can swell my legs; have found it hard to walk on right ankle at times and finding stairs difficult

9) numbness, pain, pressure in muscles, movement and spasms

10) brain and ears ‘creaking’ – very strange, it’s like hearing the brain move/’click’

11) fear of men, rape, sexual attack, ‘supernatural’ pregnancy (and give me visions of men, women, children and animals at the same time whilst boasting that they rape me)

12) all over body itching, particularly pressure on the breasts and genitalia, vaginal muscle movement, rectal and vaginal itching, can even make it feel like internal organs, ovaries etc are burning

13) scared to go to the bathroom, wash, change clothing; to do anything actually from laying in bed, standing up, walking, food preparation, travel because of the endless shame, humiliation, judgment, embarrassment, criticism, questioning, barrage of insults and then physical effects too, the voices are also obsessive compulsive about false efficiency, false energy and cleanliness e.g. the need to do things faster than humanly possible and cause a feeling of desperation/shaking/unable to manage

14) all over skin burning and internal burning especially stomach (non stop indigestion now, stomach lining probably burning yet they can still make me feel hunger pangs even when I’m full/indigested) and as of 19th Dec 2017 reproductive organs – extremely painful could feel the ovaries/fallopian tubes/womb on fire

15) can hold my vaginal secretions and release them when it wants “here I’ll let you be natural [releases them]” because it wants to sexually simulate and pain, it even surprises and delights in itself at how much it can control my muscles there

16) sensitive skin, can even imitate the irritation of a hair on the face/in the eyes. Pins and needles

17) pressure to the heart

18) headaches in specific parts such as on the temples, as well as all over headache pressure and migraines

19) can control my breathing, even move my stomach, and with a roving ‘pain/sensation’ and overlap my breath to make it feel like two people breathing at once

20) choking sensation, throat pain/swelling

21) vomit and diarrhea

22) farting and burping

23) moving pain in the forehead/skin

24) pain through the nose to the back of the head like a “flue” or when you smell something very strong. Sense of smell confused, confusing one scent for another, smelling something that isn’t there, especially likes the smell of blood

25) blocked nose/inflammation

26) weakness of bladder and egestion like an old person

27) more period pain

28) sore jaw, even gums and teeth

29) can change emotions/moods most probably through bodily hormone/secretion

30) feel focus/consciousness on certain parts of the body even when wanting to concentrate on something else

31) able to shift my mental focus/attention anywhere whether to a thought such as digging through my mind for an exception to an argument or physically to something/one nearby e.g. if there’s a picture (or anything whatsoever, animate or inanimate, or it doesn’t even have to be near me it can be an idea) they can ‘bring’ it to my vagina/breasts mentally and then if they want to (which they often do) actually move the muscles in those areas to make me ‘want’/fear what they show and whisper atrocity to me at the same time like “you’re a whore”, “f*cking munter” ongoing.. The same goes with any emotion – they can shift it to anywhere in the body and since these things are the way they are they prefer to turn into a something sexual/fearful or ‘self’-destructive and past trauma such as the deaths of loved ones (some which were horrific and have already been used repeatedly already) showing me new versions of those deaths to constantly re-live the shock and trauma. They can also make me aware of where their consciousness/thoughts are at the time

32) it’s stolen my ‘body consciousness’ from me (since August) so it can do the above whilst I can’t focus anywhere on my body. My aura has even changed colours three times and I can’t even see it anymore

33) tries to make me over identify/associate with stories, names, music, people, characters, everything

34) sensory deprivation and overload e.g. have very ‘physical’ feeling visions (with force applied to my body) even to the point of making me feel water boarded

35) fighting with imagination, taking energy from my imagination, giving me visions even ongoing ones like films when eyes open or closed, even in just one eye at a time (and its thinking about making different visions in both eyes). Can’t really imagine anything anymore, they either make it spin, start or finish the image, I can’t really remember things properly, can make me forget what I’m doing halfway, overlapping my memories so they are confused and dirty e.g needing to go to the bathroom and then forcing me to think of sometime at the same time to mix up my mental associations and make me associate the person with something stress and/or dirty/sexual

36) haven’t been able to exercise all year when used to do 4-10 hours a day

37) has figured out how to cause sleep paralysis (and rape me during it – they already do whilst awake, and asleep) and trying to pull me out of body

38) 1st and 3rd person speech recognition (thinking and sometimes speaking) sometimes getting mixed up as ‘voices’ try to be me and talk over me though ‘they’ have next to no knowledge of life/humanity/animals/countries/environment/science/culture/the world/space

39) no matter how hard I try I haven’t been able to learn anything new this year, everything I’ve recognized has been due to past experience and the race against the ‘voices’ to remember and not confuse my knowledge of everything from day-to-day life to hobbies

40) sometimes I feel like I’ve regressed into childhood as well as trapped inside my own body

41) they’ve copied my voice and “Dolly Dialogue” the way I speak (although one version of ‘W’ had to rehearse and recite slowly whilst the others had it down) but swears like it has Tourettes and they can change their voices from anything human sounding to mechanical

42) wants to kill me, and rape me as much as possible before then although if I die it’ll die; it’s so crazy that it’s got memory loss and lack of control as well, they’ve always acted like they’re in love with me whilst hating me at the same time, whilst in awe and imitating everyone/thing they think is attractive (which includes bestiality, incest, pedophilia).

Artificial Intelligence, Spiritual Implant, Alien Implant, Psy-Ops, Possession, Psychic Warfare, Shapeshifters

The Hobbits from Lord of the Rings look just like the stupid ‘spiritual’ [morelike artificial intelligence] implants who call themselves Jack and Adam/the voices left in (internally) me (sharing the same parameters as they’re possessing me aka not in another dimension, they view the world in the same way as I do and can’t see any ‘others’ like them or different and they mainly use my senses except when they go into other people’s dreams/talk to family in the vicinity). There was a whole group of them, then three members, another died on 22nd December 2016 and Jack&Adam don’t even care; and no I don’t know they look the same (the one who died recently looked like them too), they deny the others looked like them. They’ve lost a hell of a lot of ‘their’ knowledge/ability/identity, they only speak English and they don’t know anything about humanity/animals/culture/science/environment/the world nor do they use technology. Whereas ‘William’ [Defoe i.e. I Am Will (I Will myself to be) the Enemy] (also known as ‘William Langley’ and ‘William Nathanial’) of the outside ‘unilever’/remote connection (external voices in another dimension) do use technology.

43) I’ve lost 30% of my energy in this year at least on insomnia, 30% on messed up digestion, a heck of a lot on laboured/forced mis-breathing and I’m running on empty not to mention how much of my life I’ve lost in general (I’ve aged 10 years in 10 months – so how many years will this take off my life?) Why does everybody think I’m a “light”/”full of light”/”like a diamond”/”heart full of light” for and that somehow I can build myself and be even stronger than before? All the spiritualists, exorcists, priests, djinn etc I’ve spoken with and those contacted on my behalf admit that most people in this situation go mad and/or die by now yet they still think I can do this ‘[you’re] one in a million’ (and don’t want to do something that they want to do something that they won’t specify to separate them from me because it’ll give me permanent brain damage – ‘regular’ brain damage I already have now [sarcasm] (voices – amygdala and? The electroshocking the nervous system i.e. destroying my body = pneumogastric nerve and?)), and the doctors who think I’m really strong as well. Everyone I’ve met has been respectful and/or kind, loving, supportive and they think I’m Ms Wonderful – and I’m always surprised at their impressions of me, I’ve been through nervous breakdowns, a mini-stroke, fractured personality (not split), convulsions, collapsing, not being able to eat/drink and the opposite not to mention having been told that my spinal and vaginal fluids have been taken etc and I just don’t see it anymore, I can’t even use my third eye/meditate/do yoga or any kind of exercise and haven’t in a year – what they hell do they think I am? Wonder Woman? I’m knackered, running on empty and the b*stards who’ve got me wonder everyday how I’m still alive.

44) I’m 34 years old and I’ve never been independent, I didn’t live on campus, I’ve always lived at home and looked after relatives, I’m feeling claustrophobic – I need my own life. Is it too much to ask just to have be a librarian, a volunteer, get out and about, go to the theatre or a museum without being besieged?

45) When I try to read, do puzzles etc I automatically breathe really slowly, have to keep my eyes steady and try to focus but it’s like there is a mental block – it’s almost like having to go into a deep meditation to try.

46) I sometimes forget what is happening around me, like the person talking next to me and getting lost so have to ask someone or be reminded.

47) my face have frozen a few times in August, first it was the left side (felt like it couldn’t move, it looked normal but felt a bit heavy and I felt very masculine), I’ve found it hard to smile/laugh since and in December it’s been the right side.

48) Shaking hands

49) panic attacks

50) it feels like they can touch me

51) skin has gotten darker

52) excess bile, dribbling


And the trolling/gossiping continues… 6 Fingered Runt?

So I went for a walk on the 3rd and upset some people just for doing so, on the way back just before I got to the entrance/exit of the site where I reside a person on a mobility scooter said ‘6 fingered runt’ as they went past, smiling at me. I didn’t know what to make of that and wasn’t really too bothered, I hadn’t received that much harassment on the walk, only once I got to the highstreet.

A few moments later a couple of boys on bicycles went past and said ‘Japanese prostitute’ well that’s obvious (the real meaning of ‘prostitute’ and Japanese has to do with World War connotations). But I thought it interesting how a ‘disabled’ person would call someone else something about disfigurement (and quite frankly I’ve always gotten on with people regardless of physical/mental characteristics, though it’s true I’ve been hankered for by particularly tall ‘people’).

Shortly after Sott posted this: https://www.sott.net/article/324181-The-mystery-of-the-6-toed-and-6-fingered-people-of-Chaco-Canyon

Natalia Klimzcak
Ancient Origins
Wed, 03 Aug 2016 17:07 UTC

Though the author originally posted it a week earlier here:

The Mysterious Extra Fingers and Toes of the Pueblo People of Chaco Canyon


27 July, 2016 – 14:50 Natalia Klimczak


Ancient people of the Pueblo culture of Chaco Canyon, in what is now New Mexico, decorated their houses with six-digit handprints and footprints. Although it is not really known why these images were depicted in homes, researchers suggest that having an extra finger or toe made the person more important and respected in this society.

According to National Geographic, researchers were aware of the examples of polydactyly (‘many fingers’) among the Pueblo culture for many years. Several skeletal remains showing extremities with extra toes and fingers have also been found. One of the discovered remains had an ornate anklet around its six-toed foot but carried no such offering on its five-toed foot.

The team of researchers, led by anthropologist Patricia Crown of the University of New Mexico conducted the project, initially intrigued by the evidence that divine powers were attributed to polydactyls among the pre-Columbian tribes, such as the Maya.

However, according to the report, the Puebla culture did not view six-toed individuals as supernatural like the Maya, but this form of polydactyly did grant people exalted status in life and in death. The researchers maintain that people with six toes were usually associated with important ritual structures and were buried with high-status objects like turquoise.

The researchers also sought to determine how common polydactyly was among the Puebla people. They analyzed 96 skeletons excavated from the Pueblo Bonito site, the largest great house in Chaco Canyon. In this group of remains, they identified three individuals with a sixth toe on the right foot, which equates to 3.1% of the sample.

Pueblo Bonito, the largest great house in Chaco Canyon, New Mexico. (public domain)

Pueblo Bonito, the largest great house in Chaco Canyon, New Mexico. (public domain)

The researchers identified several handprints and footprints plastered into the walls and floors throughout the great houses. Moreover, an abundance of sandals, sandal-shaped stones, and images of sandals, which all include evidence of a feature to accommodate an extra toe, have been found. The 6-toed footprints and 6-fingered handprints were clearly honored elements in the society and could have held a ritual meaning.

“What is important about this study is the strong case the authors make for significance and meaning. Using biology, art, architecture, and spatial distribution … they have built a substantial body of evidence where we only had some intriguing hints before.” Kelley Hays-Gilpin, an anthropologist at Northern Arizona University concluded.

6-toed footprints behind Pueblo Bonito, Chaco Canyon, NM. Photo: 1994, Peter Faris.

6-toed footprints behind Pueblo Bonito, Chaco Canyon, NM. Photo: 1994, Peter Faris.

The researchers still don’t understand why the rate of polydactyly was higher among the Chacos than other tribes. It is also unclear whether the rate of polydactyly found in the skeletal remains from Pueblo Bonito is fully representative of the living population at the time. Therefore, the research will be continued.

The prehistoric Pueblo culture dominated the high desert of the Chaco Canyon circa 1,000 years ago. The Puebla people are still very mysterious. As April Holloway from Ancient Origins wrote:

”For over 2,000 years, ancient Pueblo peoples occupied a vast region of the south-western United States. Chaco Canyon, a major center of ancestral Pueblo culture between 850 and 1250 AD, was a focus for ceremonials, trade and political activity for the prehistoric Four Corners area. The Puebloans quarried sandstone blocks and hauled timber from great distances, assembling fifteen major complexes that are thought to have been the largest buildings in North America until the 19th century. The massive multi-storied buildings oriented to solar, lunar, and cardinal directions, the high level of community social organization, and its far-reaching commerce, created a cultural vision unlike any other seen before or since in the country. However, all of this suddenly collapsed in the 13th century when the centers were mysteriously abandoned and were never revived.

Chetro Ketl, an Ancestral Puebloan great house and archeological site located in Chaco Culture National Historical Park, New Mexico (public domain)

Chetro Ketl, an Ancestral Puebloan great house and archeological site located in Chaco Culture National Historical Park, New Mexico (public domain)

The long-held theory is that the downfall of the Chaco Canyon culture occurred because of the poor land-use and deforestation that took place to build the cities. It is popularly cited by environmentalists and others as an example and warning of how human society employs unsustainable land-use practices. However, new research published in the Proceedings of the National Academy of Sciences has drawn this perspective into question.

According to a report published in Popular Archaeology, the study conducted by scientists from the Department of Anthropology, University of New Mexico, shows that there is no substantial evidence to support the claim that the ancient Puebloan peoples, who constructed highly advanced towns and cities, simply overused their resources.”

The results of the latest research were published in the journal American Antiquity.

Top image: A petroglyph of a six-fingered hand. Red Tank Draw, AZ (Hand)

Initially I would have thought on similar lines to the comments on the original site but given people love innuendo, signs, symbols and generally being lying, deceptive, omitting, hiding, covert b*stards the comments on Sott intrigued me since they imply things people could be inferring. Those are things I hadn’t really thought of (though I was aware of failed experiments/breeding) and it makes me wonder why I haven’t come across the Pueblo people before (not that I can know everything but it seems they are a mystery in general). Then again some people want to associate me with indigenous America, bit like calling them ‘Indians’ generically I guess. Although at the same time people love to gossip, make things up, make false trails and generally lead you on/distract and I’m not going to be an ‘eager beaver’.

Linked from the article above:

Extra Fingers and Toes Were Revered in Ancient Culture


The Pueblo people of Chaco Canyon decorated their great houses with six-digit footprints and sandal-shaped art.

By Aaron Sidder

PUBLISHED July 25, 2016


Pueblo Bonito, as seen from the rim of Chaco Canyon, in Chaco Culture National Historical Park, New Mexico – Photograph by Scott S. Warren, National Geographic Creative

In the great houses of Chaco Canyon, New Mexico, having an extra toe was one way to garner a lot of respect.

A unique prehistoric Pueblo culture thrived in the high desert of Chaco Canyon about a thousand years ago. Scientists have known about polydactyly among these people for years, based on images and skeletal remains showing extremities with extra fingers and toes. But past research revealed only hints about its importance to the ancient culture.

Initially intrigued by the divine powers attributed to polydactyls among the Maya, researchers led by anthropologist Patricia Crown of the University of New Mexico conducted a comprehensive review of evidence for the condition at the canyon’s sacred Pueblo Bonito site.

The findings, published today in American Antiquity, indicate that the society did not view six-toed individuals as supernatural, but this form of polydactyly did grant them exalted status in life and in death.

“We found that people with six toes, especially, were common and seemed to be associated with important ritual structures and high-status objects like turquoise,” says Crown, who is also a past National Geographic grantee.

On the Right Foot

To determine how common polydactyly was among the Chacos, the researchers conducted an analysis of 96 skeletons excavated from Pueblo Bonito during prior expeditions. The team analyzed full skeletons that were painstakingly reassembled over many years by co-author Kerriann Marden, a biological anthropologist at Eastern New Mexico University.

The anthropologists found three polydactyl individuals among the 96 skeletons, all with a sixth toe on the little toe-side of the right foot.

That may not sound like a lot, but at 3.1 percent of the Chaco population, it represents a much higher rate of polydactyly than what’s seen in modern Native Americans: Today only 0.2 percent of them are affected. More broadly, in the United States just 0.13 percent of Caucasians and 1.4 percent of African Americans are reported to have extra digits, though scientists suspect many cases may go unreported.

This six-toed footprint was found in the south wall plaster of a room in Pueblo Bonito. The plaster is discolored from a fire. - Photograph by Patricia L. Crown

This six-toed footprint was found in the south wall plaster of a room in Pueblo Bonito. The plaster is discolored from a fire. – Photograph by Patricia L. Crown

Dwellings in Chaco Canyon are also adorned with relics and imagery of feet—many of which have extra toes.

Excavations at the site have revealed several footprints and handprints plastered into the walls and floors throughout the great houses, and a number of these prints contain extra digits.

Polydactyl prints were intermingled with five-digit prints but were more frequently included at entrances to kivas (ritual rooms) and on walls adjacent to significant ceremonial structures. The location of the prints indicates that the extra fingers and toes were an honored element of the society.

The researchers also found an abundance of sandals, sandal-shaped stones, and images of sandals, which all include evidence of a jog feature to accommodate an extra toe.

And while burial treatments differed among the six-toed individuals, all of them were interred respectfully either in or adjacent to burial and ritual rooms. One of the skeletons had an ornate anklet around its six-toed foot but carried no such offering on its five-toed foot.

All told, the pedal art and ornaments suggest that polydactyly was a respected and familiar physical trait, and not merely an artistic or mythical representation.

“What is important about this study is the strong case the authors make for significance and meaning,” writes Kelley Hays-Gilpin, an anthropologist at Northern Arizona University who was not on the study team but reviewed the work for publication.

“Using biology, art, architecture, and spatial distribution … they have built a substantial body of evidence where we only had some intriguing hints before.”

Toe to Toe

The authors of the study do not understand why the rate of polydactyly was higher among the Chacos, but they hypothesize that its well-regarded presence could have made it more common.

Past research indicates that if a heritable trait does not negatively affect the individual, it is often retained in the population. Other minor developmental anomalies, like short fingers and toes, are often passed from generation to generation. And if a trait is valued in the community, as it seems was the case for polydactyly among the Chaco people, it is more likely to increase in frequency through the years.

A mold of the six-toed footprint found in the plaster wall. - Photograph by Patricia L. Crown

A mold of the six-toed footprint found in the plaster wall. – Photograph by Patricia L. Crown

However, Crown cautions that the rate of polydactyly in Pueblo Bonito may not have been fully representative of the living population at the time, and may just reflect preferential burials and artistic representation.

Marden offers another hypothesis, speculating that the frequency of extra digits in the population may indicate there was an environmental trigger in Chaco Canyon. Possible triggers could include exposure to hazardous substances during pregnancy, or specific components of a mother’s diet while pregnant.

Whatever the reason, the new research does make clear that additional digits were exalted at the time.

“This was an important part of the past,” says Crown. “People [with extra digits] were treated as special, and they were treated with a lot of respect.”

And no – I didn’t and don’t have 6 digits anywhere.